Thursday, October 20, 2011

Today is the DAY!!!!!

Okay..... So I am sitting here waiting for Labor and Delivery to call me so that I can go in and get induced. Today is the day that our little angel #3 is going to arrive! I have to say that I am having a hard time staying calm..... The waiting is killing me! The last couple of days I have been a nervous wreck! We don't have a name yet, me and the girls have head colds, I haven't been getting more than 4-5 hours of sleep for a week, and I have been worrying about what everyone else is doing. Thank goodness that my cousin Sommer called me last night out of the blue..... because she said something that really snapped me out of it. She told me to make sure that I take every moment in and savor it to the fullest, because it maybe the last time I get to experience this kind of miracle. WOW!!!!! It really slapped me in the face!!!!! I cannot wait to meet this little girl!!!!! and hold her in my arms....... I am really going to miss having her safe and snug inside of my belly, and feeling her wiggle around. I am going to miss talking to Charley and Lenni about their baby sister inside of my belly and trying to think of names with them. I am going to miss being pregnant!!! I am going to go to the hospital today and I am going to soak up every little moment I can, down to every little detail, and I am not going to let anyone ruin it for me! Actually, giving birth to a child is the most AMAZING miracle there is and it makes it soooooooo much more amazing and meaningful knowing what Rob and I had to go through to have a family. I would do it all over again a million times in a heart beat!!!!! I give much much thanks to god for the many many blessings that I have and the blessing that we are about to receive!!!!!! I can't wait to meet you baby girl.... I LOVE YOU more than you could ever imagine!!!!

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